Summer's over

[INVISIBLE_LEADER]

I just drove my twin sister and best friend to the train station. I don't know if I'll ever see her again. It's scary and sad.


What did you guys learn over the course of the summer?

[kingrocker]

Work is a never ending sad and depressing life reality!!! That and it is fuckin hot

[Nips]

I just drove my twin sister and best friend to the train station. I don't know if I'll ever see her again. It's scary and sad.


What did you guys learn over the course of the summer?

why are you uncertain that youll see her again zacho?

my summer has been uneventfull but enjoyable. met a new girl and thats been going well. but thats not really an event.. is it.
ive been enjoying my unemployment. so much time to do the things i want to do. reading stuff i really should have read years ago, studying graphic art, playing music, going to shows. its been a good time. some people might pass it off as personal growth, but fuck that. im just being selfish and enjoying it.

[Death_By_Punk]

A friend of mine went ot Boston, three disappeared, one is getting married, and another is living in a car

And I'm fairly certain I'll never see any of those people again.

[Nips]

especially the married one.

[Death_By_Punk]

Funny thing was that the girl that's getting married, she was in love with me before she moved away and got engaged, but we were never together cuz we were both just waiting for the other to say something about it.

[Nips]

if that's funny... the jokes on you bro.

[Death_By_Punk]

I think its hilarious.

Guy walks into a doctor's office, say's "Doc, I'm depressed, I feel lost, distressed, I hate myself, I jsut don't want to live anymore." Doc looks at him and says "Well, you're in luck, Great Clown Pagliacci is in town, go see that and it'll cheer you right up." Guy looks at the Doctor and says "Just one problem Doc, I am Pagliacci"

Hahaha, opera humor

[INVISIBLE_LEADER]

why are you uncertain that youll see her again zacho?

my summer has been uneventfull but enjoyable. met a new girl and thats been going well. but thats not really an event.. is it.
ive been enjoying my unemployment. so much time to do the things i want to do. reading stuff i really should have read years ago, studying graphic art, playing music, going to shows. its been a good time. some people might pass it off as personal growth, but fuck that. im just being selfish and enjoying it.
She's moving to France for a while, I'm becoming a hobo for a while and chances are neither of us are going back to camp next summer, which was like the anchor to our relationship. We're both embarking down our own paths, and neither of us know if they're ever going to intersect or even go in the same direction. But we're both excited for each other, so that makes it a little bit easier.

But I guess on the plus side, one of the things I learned this summer is that I'm not as dependent on her as I thought I was. It's like now I am able to take all the wonderful things she has given me and use them for something other than appreciating her. From that now I feel like I can do things like be more emotionally available to myself and the people around me, stop making excuses not to do things no matter how terrifying they may be, set goals and reach them, etc. I can be by myself and still be confident in myself. It was kind of a bitter sweet summer in that respect.

[Nips]

ah, i thought you meant your sister hahah.

but still, those are some pretty big revelations. and having heard you list you personal strengths and weaknesses before it sounds like youre becoming the person you want to be. which is always nice.

[INVISIBLE_LEADER]

Well she is my sister, we just have different parents, but she's still my sister. I'll always insist on that.

I'd say over all, I'm on way to being who I want to be, and yeah, it's a nice feeling. But there is still that part of me that is terrified to grow up and would just as soon go back to being a goofy assed 18 year old.