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Dear Curtis...
DATE: 08/23/2011 08:02:41 / MOOD: other
Dear Curtis, I am so glad that you were in my life... I know it wasn't for very long, but i cherished the time and always will. It was hard to be in a bad mood when around you. You're beautiful smile always lit up my day. Too bad I never got to tell you what you meant to me.... I'm especially grateful that you came to see me when I was all by myself. We hung-out together, just you and me. That was an amazing day. I'm torn up by the fact that that was the last time i saw you and didn't know it, but I'm glad that we had a good time and that we parted with one of your awesome hugs. It caught me by surprise when you kissed me too... You are an amazing, beautiful, fun, and lovable guy and I miss you more and more by the minute, by the hour and forever on. Sure, I've died a little on the inside but i'm happy at the same time because i know i will see you again one day. And every waking moment that passes, it brings me closer to that event. I just want to let you know that I've been where you were, and that i'm ashamed that i didn't see your suffering. I know i can't blame myself or anyone else, but i feel like i could of done something to help. I'm damn sure others feel that way too about themselves. I hope you know that you are in everyone's hearts and that we all love you so much and you will always be on my mind. You are one of many people I've lost in my life' and so far, you are the most important. My heart seems heavier than before. Only time will heal us all. Even though half of me is gone, I'll wait for you until the end of the world.... You are one of the dearest treasures torn away from us all. I saw you as a very respectful and kind man and i'm saddened that this world lost such a person so electrifying , kind, and magnetic. You lived in the moment, and now you live in everything around us, in heart, soul, mind, earth, and sky.... I only wish to see those warm brown eyes and that inviting smile again. I'll miss how animated and expressive you are. You're incredibly unforgettable. I love you Curtis, and in the mean time, I'll see you later, Homie :) Rest in peace our dear friend and brother --With love, Dani
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Single again...
DATE: 05/30/2011 15:02:56 / MOOD: other
My boyfriend and i broke up two days ago.. its was a mutual thing. Sure i cried, but we took it like adults. He just has too much on his plate (working and being a full-time student) to have a relationship. Ive got a lot going on too. I'm making that transition into adulthood now, and i have one more year left in school and i cant have any distractions or else I'll be screwed for life. He said that its not that he doesn't like me anymore, and i still like him too. He told me that he doesn't want to be in a relationship if his heart isn't in it. But its not like he doesn't care at all. It was very nice of him to be honest and respectful to me and i appreciate that. He said that he'll still be my friend and that if i ever need to talk, that he'll be there. He also tells me all the time that hes not right for me because hes got some problems. Everyone has problems, including me. One of his issues is that he has post-traumatic stress disorder. I had stress induced d schizophrenia (believe me, i didn't know it existed either) and i sometimes relapse into schizo behaviours. Not to mention i have a little nerve damage from stress and some anger issues too. So he doesn't need to say that hes the only fucked up one. He has a hard time trusting people and so do i. We just think that we were moving to fast for each other. I mean, i really like him and i would love to see the day that we get back together. My heart wasn't actually in it either, but i do care about him. He doesn't realize it though. He especially doesn't completely get that I am not bothered by his problems or issues or whatever. I am soooo not the type to say "I can change him!!" Fuck no to that. He is who he is. And i like him just how he is. He really is a awesome dude and a sweetheart. And i'd rather just be a friend than to have continued dating and ruin what we had going. And i miss him more everyday.
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Dove Onslaught
random song....
DATE: 04/01/2011 17:24:53 / MOOD: in love
For each forgotten kiss For all the memories For all the times a look Said all we had to say You played your part so well A modern Romeo You came on Cupid's wings And then you flew away
When you touched my face When you called my name I burned with desire When you touched my face When you called my name I burned with desire But you left me in the rain
For every sleepless night Forever in your arms For every hour spent Lost in the reverie You broke your promises No shame and no regrets You burned the bridges too An endless mystery
When you touched my face So beautiful When you called my name My name.. I burned with desire When you touched my face So beautiful When you called my name My name.. Burned with desire But you left me in the rain When you touched my face So beautiful When you called my name My name.. Burned with desire When you touched my face When you called my name Burned with desire But you left me in the rain
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I HATE MOTHERFUCKING PEOPLE!!!
DATE: 03/20/2011 23:57:03 / MOOD: angry
ok.... i hate when people don't understand me because this is what they say to me:
"you need to change your profile or not even have one, its VERY misleading. you sound cooler than you are on your page and you don't do anything or have any of the things you listed. Hell yeah i'm giving you crap you're fucking dull and boring. On top of that you're not even that attractive so WHAT the heck do you have going for you?! you sound slow to i can see why you got held behind in highschool"
motherfucker....
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Death by caffeine
The BEST damn site in the fucking world!!
One of my theme songs!!
DATE: 02/13/2011 21:16:23 / MOOD: in love
Its not a punk song, but I love it though!!:
Take me out tonight. Where there's music and there's people who are young and alive. Driving in your car, I never ever want to go home. Because I haven't got one anymore. Take me out tonight. Because I want to see people and I want to feel liked. Driving in your car, Oh, please don't drop me home. Because its not my home, its their home and I'm welcome no more. And theres a double decker bus, crashes into us. To die by your side. Its such a heavenly way to die. And there's a ten ton truck, killed the both of us. Well the pleasure, the privilege is mine. Take me out tonight. Oh take me anywhere, don't care, don't care, don't care. And in the darkened underpass, I thought "Oh god my chance had come at last". But then a strange feeling gripped meAnd I just couldn't ask. Take me out tonight. Just take me anywhere, don't care, don't care, don't care. Driving in your car. I never ever want to go home, because I haven't got one. And there's a doubledecker bus, crashes into us. To die by your side. Is such a heavenly way to die. And there's a ten ton truck, kills the both of us. To die by your sideWell the pleasure, the privilege is mine. There's a light that never goes out. There's a light that never goes out. There's a light that never goes out. (To die by your side) There's a light that never goes out.
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My Balls....
Have you ever seen these cuties before?!?!
I should look at this when tripping balls....
An Ode To My Enemies!
DATE: 02/05/2011 14:55:59 / MOOD: horny
Nothing really matters anymore! I don't like you! And I hate you! I'll still take the freedom of pissing on your graves though. I owe you that much. Just fuck off!!
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