DATE: 02/25/2008 18:43:05 / MOOD: in love

does anyone see that ihave a heartor is it a whisper in  the winda stupid bitch a metal tartdoes everyone look at the badjust a girl who drives them maddo people think that i have no a brainjust beacuse i dont think the samedoes everyone want to tred on me like a mata high school loser abit of tattdo people think i am no goodjust the outcast of the neighbourhoddo people like to see me feel baddo they get satisfaction are they gladto people like to feed me there shitthink im stupid think i believe itdo people like to think there coolput me down call me a foolafter all your the one getting fuckedover, is there a guy you aint suckeddo you like to think your always rightwhen you live in the dark and forget the lightyou say you treat me like a princessand that im the blame for all this messhow does that make me feelsick, afraid and illi have no confidence anywayso no im not ok!i am a wreckbut the what fuckinh heckwho gives a shit!as long as your all happy with it

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DATE: 02/25/2008 18:40:28 / MOOD: other

that i was scared to be alonealways next to my phonei couldnt face the fearalways wanting someone nearcos when im alonealways next to my phonei go down memory lanethe route of painangry men a women cryinghope constantly dyingchildren seeing this hatescared of their own fatehiding in the bedroomthe house of fear full of gloomthe window is nearwhen will all disapearsomething new everyweekendalot of pain to remmenda mum mentally illa needle and a pilla cider and a liethe children never knew whyshe was crazy and sicklooking back i didnt realise iti didnt know wrong or rightjust a a ugly sightso when im aloneim close to my phonecos i dont want to go down memory laneand see my loved ones in painim surprised im not deadafter all the pain i shedim shocked my brother is aliveafter his fucked up lifeso yes im weak but yes im strongas long as im loved and hugged

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