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wow x2
08/29/2007 19:18:27 / other
Again i don't get people. AHH! I broke up with a girl like fukin 6 months ago cuz it wasn't workin out at all. So we both agreed even tho she didn't expect it at the time. But we kept hanging out being friends and all and workin on shit together to maybe work our shit out. Yea during that whole fukin period, which lasted like 1 month if that, I started noticing her acting more needy and selfish. So I fukin told her that shit and backed off completely from trying to get back together. And then she just got more and more pushy and shit and I fukin hated it, so I told her that I don't wanna even see her period anymore cuz of this shit. I seriously didn't trust her anymore. And now I get random ass fukin msgs from her saying hi and lets be friends and all so I accepted her lil friend invite on myspace just to delete it like 3 days later. But that was my intention just so she'd get the hint AGAIN! And that only made her talk even more like her saying shit like I thought you were gonna be my friend and I was deeply sad that you deleted me off of your friends. Reading that shit I thought that she'd actually got the hint and would just fukin quit all together. Well I was fukin wrong. I now just get random ass fukin msgs from her at random ass times and never consistant. Always like a month away from each msg. WTF!?!?! Is she still that wanting/needing me that she keeps my on her list to talk to even tho I've countless times rejected her again and again and again. (Yes there was more in the story that i left out.) But I guess rejection and NOT talking to her just seems to make her want to talk and all this BS! AH! So fukin annoying. I'm soo sick of it. Oh ya to top it off. She even said that if I delete her from the friends (this would be the 2nd or 3rd time) that she would just quit all together. DAMN I WAS A FOOL FOR BELIEVING HER! FUK! I Fukin feel like she's stalking me or sumthing cuz we don't live too far away. Yet another down side to this all. I'm glad I'm moving away up to Sac in like 4-5 months. Put more distance between us. But ya. WTF do people do this stupid ass shit? What goes through their brains, if anything does? Don't they realize that it just irritates the other person and make them want to just fukin get away even more? I just don't understand sum people. Sometimes it's like why am I here? Do I really have to deal with this all the time? Just makes no sense at all. Was this my purpose here on earth to get all this BS in life? Fukin sux at times. Oh well, 1 plus to Sept is my Megadeth concert. That's about it.
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