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My 4:37 Am Flow
10/23/2007 16:18:42 / lonely
I'M
GETTING SOO TIRED OF WAITING AND WAITING, I CANT SLEEP AT NITE AND I
FIND UP MYSELF LAYING AWAKE AT NITE, TOSSING AND TURN AND FOR WHAT?TO
ADD MORE STRESS TO MYSELF?TOSSING AND TURNING THOUGHTS RUNNING THOUGH
MY HEAD, AND HOW IS THIS GONNA HELP ME GET MY SHIT TOGETHER? HOW WILL I
GET A JOB WITHOUT A GOODS NITES SLEEP? HOW WILL I MAKE IN THIS WORLD?
HOW WILL I COME UP FROM THE BOTTOM, AND SHOW THEM HOW WRONG THEY WERE
ABOUT ME! ONLY GOOD THING ABOUT HITTING ROCK BOTTOM IS THA IT HELPS U
BOUNCE BACK UP, WHEN YOUR FALLING AND U HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO DO, THAT
IS THE TOUGHEST TIMES OF ALL. WHEN YOUR OWN FAMILY TURNS THEIR BACK ON
YOU LEAVING OUT IN THE COLD, I WONT DIE CAZ MY PRIDE WONT LET ME, AND
THO I HAVE STARVED A BIT, GOTTEN SICK FROM THE COLD, AND FELT SO ALONE
IN THIS WORLD, AS I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP, MY PRIDE IS THE ONLY THING
THAT HAS KEPT ME GOING.MY PRIDE ISNT WHAT HAS ME SO RESTLESS, IT'S THE
PAIN I FEEL IN MY HEART, THIS SHOOTING PAIN THAT REACHS DEEP DOWN TO MY
SOUL, IT FEELS LIKE SOMEONE IS SLOW PUSHING A HUGE NEEDLE THOUGH MY
HEART, AND THERE ARE TIMES WHEN CANT BREATHE, I'VE TRIED TO HIDE THIS
THE BEST I CAN, BUT IT'S STARTING TO CATCH UP WITH ME, SO I'M WRITING
THIS FLOW HOPING THAT IT HELP OUT A LITTLE BIT, KNOWING DAMN WELL THAT
NO ONE REALLY CARE, CAZ THE DAY WE ALL DIE ,WE DIE ALONE AND THE DAY
WE MEET OUR CREATOR, WE WILL BE ALONE, WITH NO ONE TO HOLD OUR HANDS TO
MAKE US FEEL SAFE, SO FOR NOW I'LL LEAVE THIS SHIT UNFINISHED AND LET
YOU MIRANADIE ON IT FOR A WHILE, AND I'LL PASS U THE PEN TO FINISH THIS
BITCH, BUT FOR NOW I'M OUT PEACE BITCH!
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