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VIEWING 1 - 7 OUT OF 7 BLOGS.
ALL I WANT OR XMAS
DATE: 11/08/2007 18:04:21 / MOOD: other
a fuckin 5 piece drum set, 6 years and no drum set, yet, maybe this year i might get my one and only wish
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T.S.O.L. In Long Beach
DATE: 10/29/2007 01:54:15 / MOOD: in love
fuckin got money to go and i had a KICKASS fuckin time, got to see da SMUT PEDDLERS and just wanted to share Susie had an Awesum time 
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LONG BEACH
DATE: 10/26/2007 12:12:17 / MOOD: in love
Heading to Long Beach today, wont be back Until maybe mon! Hopefully I can Get in to da TSOL SHow , since i will be at Hooters on Saturday At 5:30 pm Wish me Luck Ppl
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Went on a Job Interview
DATE: 10/25/2007 17:40:27 / MOOD: happy
Went on a Job Interview today Have to wait for the Background check Soo we'll see Monday how it goes! Wish me Luck
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Tell Me
DATE: 10/23/2007 19:14:48 / MOOD: bored
Tell Me a story, tell me sumthing real. Take your time and Look deep inside yourself, Dont sit here and waste our time. Dont waste your Breath, all these lines are just empty words. No really meaning behind them. I am not gonna drop my panties just for anyone, just give it up! You are not the first and U will Not be the last, and everytime i hear "OOh wow u have a beautiful smile" or "U have beautiful eyes" I feel Like gagging! So say your lines caz i wont bite! So go fuck yourself before i kick your ass!
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BLAH
DATE: 10/23/2007 16:19:28 / MOOD: other
feeling
empty inside, sickening,and nauseating,struggling to have the will and
strength to live,Feeling that there is no one but me, wondering where
my loved ones have gone, how could they leave me here alone and soo
cold?Needed da warmth of a friend, needing love of family, and passion
from a lover to call my own. So tired of searching work is nowhere to
be found, losing my mind in this game of life,Trying to hide my
emotions but all i can do is break down and cry and the only thing i
can say to explain is BLAH....
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My 4:37 Am Flow
DATE: 10/23/2007 16:18:42 / MOOD: lonely
I'M
GETTING SOO TIRED OF WAITING AND WAITING, I CANT SLEEP AT NITE AND I
FIND UP MYSELF LAYING AWAKE AT NITE, TOSSING AND TURN AND FOR WHAT?TO
ADD MORE STRESS TO MYSELF?TOSSING AND TURNING THOUGHTS RUNNING THOUGH
MY HEAD, AND HOW IS THIS GONNA HELP ME GET MY SHIT TOGETHER? HOW WILL I
GET A JOB WITHOUT A GOODS NITES SLEEP? HOW WILL I MAKE IN THIS WORLD?
HOW WILL I COME UP FROM THE BOTTOM, AND SHOW THEM HOW WRONG THEY WERE
ABOUT ME! ONLY GOOD THING ABOUT HITTING ROCK BOTTOM IS THA IT HELPS U
BOUNCE BACK UP, WHEN YOUR FALLING AND U HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO DO, THAT
IS THE TOUGHEST TIMES OF ALL. WHEN YOUR OWN FAMILY TURNS THEIR BACK ON
YOU LEAVING OUT IN THE COLD, I WONT DIE CAZ MY PRIDE WONT LET ME, AND
THO I HAVE STARVED A BIT, GOTTEN SICK FROM THE COLD, AND FELT SO ALONE
IN THIS WORLD, AS I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP, MY PRIDE IS THE ONLY THING
THAT HAS KEPT ME GOING.MY PRIDE ISNT WHAT HAS ME SO RESTLESS, IT'S THE
PAIN I FEEL IN MY HEART, THIS SHOOTING PAIN THAT REACHS DEEP DOWN TO MY
SOUL, IT FEELS LIKE SOMEONE IS SLOW PUSHING A HUGE NEEDLE THOUGH MY
HEART, AND THERE ARE TIMES WHEN CANT BREATHE, I'VE TRIED TO HIDE THIS
THE BEST I CAN, BUT IT'S STARTING TO CATCH UP WITH ME, SO I'M WRITING
THIS FLOW HOPING THAT IT HELP OUT A LITTLE BIT, KNOWING DAMN WELL THAT
NO ONE REALLY CARE, CAZ THE DAY WE ALL DIE ,WE DIE ALONE AND THE DAY
WE MEET OUR CREATOR, WE WILL BE ALONE, WITH NO ONE TO HOLD OUR HANDS TO
MAKE US FEEL SAFE, SO FOR NOW I'LL LEAVE THIS SHIT UNFINISHED AND LET
YOU MIRANADIE ON IT FOR A WHILE, AND I'LL PASS U THE PEN TO FINISH THIS
BITCH, BUT FOR NOW I'M OUT PEACE BITCH!
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