DATE: 11/11/2007 18:40:59 / MOOD: other

Today I released your ashes Dad.  Now you are free.  You are free to sore with the wind.   You are now part of the universe and nothing is holding you down.   I imagine you in a place where all the animals go.  You are their giving them company until their companions from Earth join them.  It is a place that is green and filled with colors I have never seen before.  It has bumble bees, butterflies and dragonflies too.  The flowers have the most beautiful scent that you can imagine.  There you are with a smile on your face that never goes away.  It is a smile that comes through the eyes.  You are happy beyond your belief.  Today was your birthday too.  I have a very special Happy Birthday wish just for you.  The greatest gift I could now give you is to release you to the wind to be free once again.  I believe before we come to this Earth our souls are free.  But we chose this journey because we have lessons to learn.  Now it was time for you to return to the universe and be free once again.  Hopefully someday I will see you again.  Let's make a deal like we did when I was little.  You had promised to come and tell me you were ok after you were gone.  I remember in my dream I was walking along.  Then I seen you with a smile so bright and you told me everything was all right.  Let's make another deal I will meet you in that garden and sit and catch you up on the second part of my journey you were not able to be in. I will remember you for eternity.  I wish that when I am set free from this Earth that we will all be a family.  I long to see you and Mom.  I had never imagined my life without you both in it.  I wish that I could hold you both here with me.  But that is more selfish than I want to be.  I set you both free to be happy for eternity.  Maybe in this life I might see you in someone else’s eyes.  I know it is you looking out for me and just coming to say hi..Happy Birthday Dad.  I love you and Mom both very much.  When the wind blows I will feel you near. I know I will always beable to spend time with you in my dreams. Because their the viel of this world disappears and I can spend time with all my loved ones that were once here Know that I will always hold you dear. When releasing you I did not have the words to say. So I keep them simple and silly. I knew you would like them that way. Ashes to Ashes. Dust to Dust. I set you free like the bumble bees. I knew it was you who came to say goodbye as I seen the bumble fly close by. 
Love your only little girl

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DATE: 11/06/2007 03:00:36 / MOOD: happy

I have safari and it does not yet work well with this site..SOMEtimes I cannot respond to you or accept u as a friend.. I will get back to you I promise.. XXOO

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