lol, im living up to blog cliches:

Well I guess it would be nice
If I could touch your body
I know not everybody
Has got a body like you

But I've got to think twice
Before I give my heart away
And I know all the games you play
Because I play them too

Oh but I
Need some time off from that emotion
Time to pick my heart up off the floor
And when that love comes down
Without devotion
Well it takes a strong man baby
But I'm showing you the door

'Cause I gotta have faith...
Baby
I know you're asking me to stay
Say please, please, please, don't go away
You say I'm giving you the blues
Maybe
You mean every word you say
Can't help but think of yesterday
And another who tied me down to loverboy rules

Before this river
Becomes an ocean
Before you throw my heart back on the floor
Oh baby I reconsider
My foolish notion
Well I need someone to hold me
But I'll wait for something more

Yes I've gotta have faith...

This one's for johnny running shoes... hence the blog title

but in all seriousness... i'm missing the new york dolls tonight.  Ok, take pity in me

becuase im super super super pissed about it.  I normally shake it off if i can't go to a show

but im UBER pissed about not going to this one

instead i will be at work grumbling a lot and randomly breaking out into 'looking for a kiss' just to feel some sort of ... happiness

blah

bloggy bloggy bloggy blog

need to go buy food today, i am on my last pack of ramen noodles.  hahaha, i am

how you say

tres pathetico

well.... see ya chums

cause you know im going to win.

whenever someone from so-cal is kickin it... the first thing they ask me is

"are you a vegetarian"

uhhhgggggggg

no no no no no no no.  I like cows and am a vision in leather.  Hahahaa... health food is ok... but grilled up cow is better

why are hippie's punk and punk's hippys

they smell like patchouli.... which isn't a good thing

i like eating cows

they're so god damn elitest... you know?  I can get along with most any (sterotypical) type of punk in the scene... cause i mean, common, theres so many fucking sub-genres... kinda cool in a way... but serisouly... i can go to lots of types of shows and see different people who im friends with

but when it comes to those weird hippy type... can't do it.  Sorry... they usually piss me offor i piss them off

hahahahahaaaa.

i am last on the list of top bloggers

wtf?

it shall be my goal to be number one

the tide is high... but im holding on.  im gunna be your NUMBER ONE!

OH NUUUUMMMBBBBERRRR ONEI should really get some bed rest

i think im going.... ca-ca-ca-crazyyyy

i should try to just use song lyrics in replacement for... talking... for like a whole day.  It'd probably be hard

I've got... EXPLODING KNICKERS!!!

uhhh... if oyu dont know what that is, then oh well, i wont go into it.  But that's what i've named it

i think i'm going to go lie down in a corner somewhere and die now........uhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im so bored.  Someone come entertain me

like i seriaouly need to take a picture of my new jacket....

i look like i should be dating this guy:

so yea... what a captain braindown i was being last night

groess!  Double groess poo and merde!

ok, you know whats lame... the "punk" model

aka. the suicide girl

if anyones heard the new cock sparrer, they, like me, laughed like a loon on loon tablets when i heard their song about suicide girls, cause its very true

but no, that's not what REALLY angers me about the 'alternative' model

although, yes, for the most part, its true.  They think they're so punk but you get to try to talking to one and you're like... damn girl, go listen to a fucking punk record you pretentious bitch

im not saying they are all like that... just a lot are.  Serisouly...

im putting my faith in this website that all the models on here are actually into punk for the right reasons rather than to just show off their tah tahs

Ok... THAT IT RIGHT THERE!!

that's what pisses me off about the "alternative" model

it's like... if you're girly

if you're into fashion

but you're also a punk

it's like the only thing you can do... IS PRACTICALLY PORN!!!

why can't i just be like... a runway model

i've always wanted to be a model after i saw a vivienne westwood show and just thought.... oh my god this shits CRAZY

i dont really want to be like a snobby fashion heroin sheik twig...but whatever

i just want to be a muse of vivienne westwood, you know.

but its like...

you can't get into modeling...

unless you take picture of yourself with something up your coot

like what the fuck???  I dunno, that jsut really pisses me off.  It's not "classy" despite what you might think.

i hate suicide girls.  I think that websites retarded.  I've met so many girls who want to be on it sooooo bad, and yes, most of them have been cunts,but it just seems like... whats the point

its like im putting these photos out there just so some jerk off can well... jerk off to them???

that's not modeling...

that's porn

and it sucks... cause i like being myself and the only place i can be "myself" is showing off my nunganungas....

so stupid... grrrrrrrrrrrr