he's allergic to cats

and i am the opitome of the cat lady

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

fuck.  Im such a loser.  Im like sitting on myspace refreshing my "sent messages" page to see if my messages get read

uh... im so fucking girly and stupid

this is so weird cause we've been in the scene and know all the same people and have gone to the same parties and same shows but have never actually met.  And so far its escalated to online flirting and talking about eachother to friends

who tell us what the other is saying

hahahahaha

this is ridiculous.  Im like... grabbing my fringe and laughing, which is what i do when i get shy and girly

hahahahhaa.  Im so stupid.

im really good at flirting with guys who im not intersted in... but when it comes to guys i actually like i get REALLY shy

ahhhh... im so nervous to meet him.  Im going to go into freak out mode right before

ahhh... breath... remember to breath.

well back to myspace... to refresh the page again

I was pissed cause it was right before the 4skins and if they didn't play i was about to fuck some shit up

and i was REALLY pissed that they even showed up in the first place.  People fucking died just trying to get to oi fest, i was SOOOOO pissed when this shit started.However, in all choas craig accidently alluded to who's playing next year and it was later confirmed by many people i talked to who had spoken with him.  So yea.... heres what little photage i can find, its not much

But i was on the stage chanting "go home boneheads" so yea... fuck nazi scum

by the way, all this started because oxblood played a skrewdriver song.... which was pretty stupid....... BUT

I found it a TOTAL culture shock that they had been standing around the venue the ENTIRE day and people just let them.  Like in cali, that shit definately doesn't fly.  If someone like that shows up they are better off dead before they even get into the venue

the girls were actually going to go fight them because we figured that if one of them hit a girl then someone else would get involved and they would get their asses beat.  But fortunately this shit happened.The big fat one was throwing up white power as the bottles were flying and started laughing, just as he did so he got hit right in the eye with a bottle... he wasn't laughing after that.  So fucking awesome

and unfortunately i have to put up with it because they are friends

im gettng sick of it though

i have tricks up my own sleeve actually.  so yea, i asked to borrow an ipod and this person flipped out over nothing and saying "thats mine thats mine' even though im the one who found it because its been lost for months.  So its not like they've been using it

so 1) remind me to never ever let anyone borrow anything of mine ever again

2) the ipod charger is mine.  She never got one with hers.  And doesnt know how to use it either.  Im the one who filled it with music, i think that entitles me to use it every once in a while.

soooooo... after charging its battery for a night.... im letting it sit.  undisturbed... and on.

so it's battery will drain.

not to really be a bitch... just because im giving it back to them exactly how i found it.

then im taking back the ipod charger because it was mine from my first ipod that broke years ago.

because hey... if she wont let me borrow her things then i wont let her borrow my things.

i need it for a fucking plane ride.  they need it to go to the gym, which she's being doing fine without.  she's been 'looking for it all over'

it was clearly obvious where it was.

so yea... this means i have to go buy batterys for my cd player and lug around that stupid case with me.  Or just pic my favorites... which will be very very very very hard.  hahaha

ps.  i just watched a cat puke.  Im going to pretend like i didn't see it so it is not me cleaning it up.  that was quite wierd, i have never seen anything like that before

but yea, im getting sick of my roomates, one is selfish and the other is boring and mean

uhhhhh

honestly.

some people get me

some people dont

and that's just how it is.  If they get me then it's like magic

if they don't, then suddenly im a huge asshole

i HONESTLY cannot be bothered with this stuff.  Cause for the ones who do get it

cool

let's boogie

and i really can't be bothered right now as im leaving for oi fest on thursday but the festivities techinically start tomorrow

so yea

a while ago my roomate let her mother barrow her luggage.  When she got it back it was tagged with "BWFC"

Her mom... tagged her luggage with Bolton Wanderers Fan Club

shit's hella funny.

anywho, im borrowing her luggage now.  So i get to go to Oi fest as a Bolton fan basically

hahahahahhaa... shit's funny.

ps. her mom's an ex skin from bolton, so yea... she's awesome and i love her

ok... semi nuddy pants, ive got my undies

doooo dooo dooooooo... point to the left, point to the right, kick kick shimy and shake, horns to the left and booty shake.

i havn't done anything today

but sit on the couch giving myself tattoos.  Ie. drawing on myself with a pen

ive got a 'portrait' of a cat on my right leg and a chaos symbol on my wrist.  Actually looks pretty cool.  "e st" across my knuckles.a heart that says "rachel" on my arm

yea... this is my life

and i have to poop... badly.

but hey, put trader joes milk chocolate in your coffee, it tastes great.

im just a punk rock kid who doesn't want to sell out to the man, doesn't want to work for corporate america, so i took some dead end job at a record store

fuck yes!!!

hahahaha, its something to do till i get my shit together.  Im vair excite.  It's a way to be 16 again.  Like seriously, i havn't had my hair an unnatural color is forever (not counting last year when i was techinically unemployeed)

ive got an interveiw today at a record store.  Im told that they only hire assholes

and im definately not an asshole

but can be, when pushed over the edge

so yea.  There are no punk rockers who work at this one, there is at the one in berkeley... but not here.  I'm also told that the guy who owns it doesn't like punks.

and yet its where at the punks go to shop

yea... i dunno.  im kinda scared they're just going to be like 'go away'

hahahaha.

who knew?

well, nice to know that when im looking to leave this place i find new people to hang out with.  haha.  just like the last month i was in concord and started hanging out with these weird indie goth kids.  hahahahahha

talk about zzzzzzzz fest 2008

antiflagpennywise....

and i can't even remember who else cause it was just painfull to look at the lineup

but my roomate threw a bitch fit about no one wanting to come and then begged and pleaded untill she said she'd pay for me to go... so whatever.