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Looking for my night in shining.....leather jacket and tight jeans
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By:
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xdipsomaniacx
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Mood:
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lonely
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Date:
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12/09/2009 16:18:24
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Music:
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None
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I want to live the life of an 80's love story. I want Randy from Valley
Girl. Lloyd Dobler from Say Anything. Jake Ryan from 16 Candles. I want
to sit on the front porch in your favorite hoodie drinking beers and
watching rainstorms or snowstorms. I want to go out in a mini skirt,
fishnets boots and a ratty punk rock shirt and have you tell me that I
am the prettiest girl in the room. I want to stay in and just listen to
music and bullshit all night. I want to drink and fight and fuck and
make a total fool of myself and still be madly in love the next day. I
want to go to punk rock shows. I want to stay in and watch bad horror
flicks while you cover my eyes because I love scary movies but get
queasy at the sight of blood. I want for you to love the way that I
crinkle my nose when I am annoyed, the stupid voice I use when I talk
to my best friend and the way I am 32 years old and still call grown
men boys. I don't ever want to grow up. I want to text you every day
just to tell you that you are sexy as hell and I miss you. I want to
send you hot pictures when you are out with the boys just to get your
attention and remind you why you want to come home later. I want to be
left silly love notes. I don't want flowers. I want cd's and band
shirts and quirky romantic gifts that only you and I will understand. I
want to do all of those things in that silly punk rock is love poem. I
want to scream bad songs loudly while we walk home drunk from the bar
holding each other up at 2am. I want to be swept off of my feet. I want
to be in love with my best friend.Okay, I am surly and stubborn and
completely sarcastic. But I still want it all. Why can't I have that?
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