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Freedom
Well how can I say this with out repeating what I have said 1000's of times before? I dont think it really matters all I know is I am hanging up my boots and turning my life back to how it should. I've come to realize that I no longer have to be the Political Soldier anymore. I have shead more blood the 10 mother fuckers in the movement and where did it get me the same place as always sitting in a 6 x 9 with my own semi private bathroom. I want to get back to the basics of how I was tought life was suppossed to be all about raising you own up not about living a life full of hate. Really where has it got any of my corades and me. Just one sentence from a POW term for life or at the minimum 18 years. Dont get me wrong I still want to give it my all to preserve my racial heritage I still have more White Pride in me than Most of those who will ever read this but how can I look at myself in the mirror and lie to my own face and tell myself I have been being a good father and that I am passing on a legacy I am proud of? PLain and simple I cant. No one in my cirle really can say they are. Basicly it all comes down to the fact that the movement I have been a part of since it first came to my area in the early 80's is dead and has been replaced by youngsters who have know idea what there elders before them sacrificed blood sweat and tears for. I have lost comrades to the grave as well as to the system there sacrifice is not in vain in my heart. I have just come to a point in my life where my boots need to rest on a nail in my garage wall. My life and the life of my loved one needs to take priority now. So as my good friend in San Clemente told me one time Rock-A-Billy is skinhead retirement. So for no expect to see me with the big classic style ink jumping off and a little greaser patch of hair. I am still the same in my heart but it time for a caged animal to live free and discover freedom.
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