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By: PissedOffCrow
Mood: other
Date: 01/17/2013 14:43:00
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So, past few days of mellowing after a 48 hour sinus infection kicked my ass saturday and sunday I decided to go into complex questioning in my head.

 

While hanging out at a local hookah lounge by myself monday and yesterday is when it basically triggered itself. Felt what anger and stress melt away slowly. More and more it went away the more and more I found myself calm and collected. I am still wondering how and why exactly all this happened since it came out of the blue. But, no real complaints. 

 

So, been busy reading, researching, writing, etc in pursuit of all out knowledge and enlightenment. Finding it interesting.  



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From: PissedOffCrow
01/18/2013 14:33:55
Ah, no sir. Studying Pantheism.


From: PissedOffCrow
01/18/2013 10:59:34
Hell no!


From: child_bride
01/17/2013 16:39:15

that's sorta how it happened for me...i did a little soul searching...that's when i moved out east for a couple years...I was a very angry person...like really bad...a jail/prison sentence waiting to happen.  failing in school and life in general....at 16 I used to carry around a 45 smith and wesson blue streel revolver.  I was an idiot.....it took me a whole year to reach a weird calm...then like you mentioned a strange pursuit of knowledge..life....cultures...all types of shit i've missed, never experienced..or only heard about started filling up my time.

me leaving to the east coast was the best choice i had ever made for myself.

 the only downfall to that was while i wasn't hear to watch and take care of my sister. (she's sadly fucked up on drugs to this day) it sometimes rips me up...i get so angry when i think about it...but i think i learned alot about myself and what triggers my emotions.

 i have been a really calm mellow person since those days...been about 18 years now..and i ain't complaining. :)

From: PissedOffCrow
01/17/2013 15:04:00
Was a good start, luckily they don't charge an arm, leg, testicle and first born child like big city hookah joints.


From: Adam Rebelius
01/17/2013 15:02:17
Well, at least you're feeling well enough to go to the hookah bar.