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In denial?

theMinority_75
By: theMinority
Mood: other
Date: 01/17/2013 13:25:59
Music: Everything!


I think I've finally found out what it's like to really like someone and they don't return your feelings.

I also think I'm just saying that NOW because I'm possibly in denial.

Another thing I've found out is that my way of desperately trying to stop pain and/or thinking about something is freaking out to really loud music in a way that I haven't done in a while. It doesn't work. It just makes my head hurt, my neck hurt from headbanging, and leaves me feeling knumb, anyways.

I hate the fact that the only real thing that heals is time. Usually it's Green Day, but they're not working for this situation. I'm even trying to avoid all of their 1,039/smooth love songs on my ipod. I'm not used to falling for people.  I'm used to falling for bands, where they don't turn you down, but love you back by touching your hand during a preformance, signing your stuff, and saying how grateful they are for such loyal fans in interviews.  

And I've never really fell for anyone before, ever. I never thought I would. And I knew about the pain of it, but never thought I'd feel it. Now here I am, feeling this weird feeling that all of The Offspring songs in the world couldn't distract me from.

This sucks. All I want to do is stop feeling upset, but I just CAN'T. >:/



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From: jo
01/18/2013 09:43:51
I hated when my sister told at 16 when I had my first heart break "time heals all wounds." It's true though and the next heart break will be no better but at least you'll know how to deal with it. Keep yourself extremely busy and hang out with friends as much as possible. Listen to angry music, stay away from love songs. Feel better soon.


From: Adam Rebelius
01/18/2013 00:30:06
That last video is a little heavier and more serious than The Buzzcocks, but it's a good song. Nice to see that these issues are being addressed in a song like this, although it IS a bit heavier than a love unrequited, or a school girl crush, but yeah. it DOES point out the fact that things could be a LOT worse in a person's life though.


From: Kamikaze Kaos
01/17/2013 21:17:45
alright these guys used to play with Green day all the time they were very good friends. i can not believe i didn't think to tell you to listen to Fifteen. listen to this song all thew way through, really listen to the lyrics. some times when i'm sad i like to listen to songs that are way sadder then what i'm dealing with and this is for sure one of them.


From: Adam Rebelius
01/17/2013 21:13:43
Now THIS is a video you MUST watch! If you like Green Day, you'll LOVE these guys. (And the song fits your situation, too)


From: Kamikaze Kaos
01/17/2013 21:12:16


From: Adam Rebelius
01/17/2013 15:01:12
First love is like your first set of teeth: It comes with pain. Be strong. Be brave. You are quite young, and there is a whole world you haven't experienced yet. As difficult as it seems right now, and i know it's difficult, Try to do whatever it takes to take your mind, and your heart off of it. concentrate on your school work so you can get better grades, or find something outside of music that interests you and take up a hobby. As you go through this it will feel like forever, and it might not end, but it WILL and you'll be a stronger, and better person for it. I don't know what else to tell you but I hope you'll feel better soon.