My F**cked up Friday & other random sh*t!!! Part 4….

By: zombeewoman Mood: other Date: 07/18/2012 15:45:47 Music: NONE.....:(

Okay….really, finally the conclusion AND the random sh*t I was referring to!!!!   I THINK>>>we shall see J

I don’t have cell phone reception for some reason at the house in Redlands.  I really wanted to call J1 to let him know that I wouldn’t be around for a few days, so he wouldn’t have to worry about running into me and not to worry I wouldn’t bother him when I came back…I just want peace.  I finally got in the car and drove to where I could get reception, or so I thought.  I called, it was ringing, then it stopped, I could hear no one on the phone.  Damn it dropped, now he’s really going to think I’m insane, calling his house and hanging up.  I drove and parked in a parking lot.  I never heard my phone ring but could see that I now had a message from J1.  Oh, shit…I’m pretty sure I’m going to be yelled at.  I listened to the message and it went something like this “ugh…not sure why you’re calling me, but I’m curious what you have to say.  As for me, yesterday was yesterday and it’s over….hope you have a good day”.  What a relief, he didn’t sound mad…actually it was a nice message.  Now that I had reception I could call him back.  I don’t know why but I lied when he answered the phone by telling him that I didn’t mean to call him the phone had accidently dialed him (happens a lot to me), anyways thanks for the nice message, just want you to know I won’t be around for a few days so you don’t have to worry about running into me.  Then we calmly talked about it.  Not too much and not too detailed.  He still denies pushing me, and I left it at for whatever reason I fell and fell hard which set me off.  I probably over reacted, but I was sick for a couple of days in a lot of pain and drank too much.  I explained that I read my text and could understand how it was misinterpreted so no more text’s from me.  He’s sorry, I’m sorry…laughed a little, have a good day…you too…see you when you get back…ok…bye!  What a relief!

Monday I was getting nervous about going back, and called J1 just to make sure everything was ok over there.  He got a little upset or paranoid wondering why I would think something’s wrong.  I assured him that I wasn’t trying to upset him, but was nervous about going back.  He said everything was ok and not to worry.

Finally I return, unpack my things and take the rental back.  Get home around 6:00, and don’t really feel like running into people.  Of course I do, D doesn’t really talk to me…she always had a crush on J1 so maybe she hates me now….that’s ok, she thinks I’m a witch or into the black arts anyways…told J1 she get’s a funny feeling in her tummy around me!  I go to open my door and J1 is in the back doing art.  He sees me and says tauntingly “hey guess what I’m doing?” I ask “what?” he replies “I’m drinking and smoking”…”ok, well have fun”.  I really wasn’t ready to see him and hang, but he kept taunting me with his remarks…to the point where I’m now walking out the back and ask him “are you trying to push my buttons?”…no…we start talking and things are kind of weird but not too weird.   Laughed because someone saved my broken bottle of cider and it’s on the wall.  I mention that I still have two left and he said that he wanted one, so I said ok.  We’re both drinking a cider than J2 comes along and the next thing I know where going into J1’s place to drink… and drink a lot!  Damn it!!! Sorry there will be a part 5!!!!!